mintak tunggu kejap je, tanak tunggu cakap. thnks.

if youre not the one :)

If you're not the one, then why does my soul feel glad today?
If you're not the one, then why does my hand fit yours this way?
If you are not mine, then why does your heart return my call?
If you you are not mine, would I have the strength to stand at all?

I never know what the future brings
But I know you're here with me now
We'll make it through and I hope
You are the one I share my life with

I don't wanna run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you, then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there anyway that I can stay in your arms?

If I don't need you, then why am I crying on my bed?
If I don't need you, then why does your name resound in my head?
If you're not for me, then why does this distance name my life?
If you're not for me, then why do I dream of you as my wife?

I don't know why you're so far away

But I know that this much is true
We'll make it through and I hope
You are the one I share my life with

And I wish that you could be the one I die with
And I pray that you're the one I build my home with
I hope I love you all my life

I don't wanna run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you, then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there anyway that I can stay in your arms?

'Cause I miss your body and soul so strong
That it takes my breath away
And I breath you into my heart
And I pray for the strength to stand today

'Cause I love you whether it's wrong or right
And though I can't be with you tonight
And though my heart is by your side

I don't wanna run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you, then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there anyway that I can stay in your arms?

thnks yang for this song. so sweet of you my dear.

i love you khairil qamil :)

pedih.
tu yang hati aku rasa sekarang..
but why?
aku pun tak tahu.
banyak punca..
banyak sebab..
sampai aku sendri keliru..

hati aku rindu kan kau..
hati aku jugak sakit sebab kau..
hati aku merana pun kerana kau..

tapi ..
kau bukan yg utama,
kerna ada yang lebih merana,
dan aku sangat terseksa,
dan terpaksa menerima,
lalu mengubah..

susah,
perit,
siapa pun tak faham,
kerna mereka hanya mereka,
mereka bukan aku,
kerna aku yang menanggung..

menahan dari teresak,
lebih payah dari segalanya..
tapi akhirnya tumpas jua..
kau jatuh juga wahai airmata.

tuhan, kuatkan lah aku.
aku hanya hamba,
yang punya perasaan,
kuatkan aku,
melalui semua dugaanmu yaa tuhan...

i do miss you.
i do love you.
please be in my arms. always..
cause i need you.
youre part of aliaa ariff now dearr mr khairil qamil :)

apa sebenarnya kau rasa?
apa sebenarnya kau ingin?
apa sebenarnya semua ini?

aku terdiam,
aku terfkir,
aku termangu..

but im waiting fr that time.
fr you to be honest to me.
one day hunn..
one day....

tarik nafas .
berfikir seketika ..
untuk apa semua ini ?

ia berat,
ia payah,
ia seksa untuk ditanggung.

mengapa aku?
tuhan saja yang tahu.
mengapa bukan mereka?
tuhan juga saja yg tahu.
mengapa?
kerna aku hanyalah hambanya.
yaa! hambanya.

berfikir lagi.
susah kah?
payah kah?
berat kah?
hanya untuk bersyukur,
hanya untuk tersenyum,
kerana itu saja mampuku.

penat berfikir,
rehat sejenak.
cuba lagi,
dan mengubahnya.
kerana aku hanya lah manusia,
dan tiada manusia yang sesempurnaNYA.