cara terbaik sedapkan hati sendirii.. erghhh..

oh well, thanks ayu. thanks sebab sedapkan hati aku. even ko tak mampu nak buat apa pun, but told me some good things, makes me calm, thats enough. thats all i want. thanks again :)

well, i guess i knew this is will happen. aku macam seronok sangat 2,3 minggu nie. ergh.. aku tak kisah orang nak cakap 'alaa, phone je pun leya.. boleh beli baruu..'

yaa, memang betul cakap korang, aku dah cuba sedapkan hati aku, tapi tak boleh. korang nak tahu tak feeling aku macam mana sekarang? macam orang yang baru break up bercinta. like seriously. ergh, mcm bodoh je kan?

i will be missing you my dearest phone.. i will...

So lately, been wonderingWho will be there to take my placeWhen I'm gone, you'll need loveTo light the shadows on your face
If a greater wave shall fallAnd fall upon us allThen between the sand and stoneCould you make it on your own?
If I could, then I wouldI'll go wherever you will goWay up high or down lowI'll go wherever you will go
And maybe I'll find outA way to make it back somedayTo watch you, to guide youThrough the darkest of your days
If a great wave shall fallAnd fall upon us allWell then I hope there's someone out thereWho can bring me back to you
If I could, then I wouldI'll go wherever you will goWay up high or down lowI'll go wherever you will go
Run away with my heartRun away with my hopeRun away with my love
I know now, just quite howMy life and love might still go onIn your heart, in your mindI'll stay with you for all of time
If I could, then I wouldI'll go wherever you will goWay up high or down lowI'll go wherever you will go
If I could turn back timeI'll go wherever you will goIf I could make you mineI'll go wherever you will goI'll go wherever you will go

do you know how much you mean to me?

i just cant imagine my life without you hunn..

p/s i love youu :)

‎45 THINGS A GIRL WANT, BUT WON'T ASK FOR:

1. Touch her waist.
2. Actually talk to her.
3. Share secrets with her....
4. Give her your jacket.
5. Kiss her slowly.

Are you remembering this?
6. Hug her
.7. Hold her.
8. Laugh with her
.9. Invite her somewhere.
10. Hangout with her and your friends together.

KEEP READING ..
11. Smile with her.
12. Take pictures with her.
13. Pull her onto your lap.
14. When she says she loves you more, deny it. Fight back.
15. When her friends say “I love her more than you”, deny it. Fight back and hug her tight so she can’t get to her friends. It makes her feel loved.

Are you thinking of someone?
16. Always hug her and say I love you whenever you see her.
17. Kiss her unexpectedly.
18. Hug her from behind around the waist.
19. Tell her she’s beautiful.
20. Tell her the way you feel about her.

One last thing you need to do to show her you actually do mean it.
21. Open doors for her, walk her to her car - it makes her feel protected, plus it never hurts to act like a gentleman.
22. Tell her she’s your everything - only if you mean it.
23. If it seems like there is something wrong, ask her - if she denies something being wrong, it means SHE DOESN’T WANT TO TALK ABOUT IT - so just hug her.
24. Make her feel loved.
25. Kiss her in front of OTHER girls you know!

WE MIGHT DENY IT BUT WE ACTUALLY LIKE AND KINDA WANT YOU TO TICKLE US ..
26. Don’t lie to her.
27. DON’T cheat on her.
28. Take her ANYWHERE she wants.
29. Text message or call her in the morning and tell her have a good day at school, and how much you miss her.
30. Be there for her whenever she needs you, and even when she doesn’t need you, just be there so she’ll know that she can always count on you.

ARE YOU STILL READING THIS? YOU BETTER, BECAUSE IT’S IMPORTANT.
31. Hold her close when she’s cold so she can hold you too.
32. When you are alone hold her close and kiss her.
33. Kiss her on the cheek; (it will give her the hint that you want to kiss her).
34. While in the movies, put your arm around her and then she will automatically put her head on your shoulder, then lean in and tilt her chin up and kiss her lightly.
35. Don’t ever tell her to leave even jokingly or act like you’re mad. If she’s upset, comfort her.

REMEMBER ALL THESE THINGS WHEN YOU ARE WITH HER NEXT ..
36. When people diss her, stand up for her.
37. Look deep into her eyes and tell her you love her.
38. Lay down under the stars and put her head on your chest so she can listen to the steady beat of your heart, link your fingers together while you whisper to her as she rests her eyes and listens to you.
39. When walking next to each other grab her hand.
40. When you hug her, hold her in your arms as long as possible.

MAKE SURE SHE KNOWS SHES LOVED.
41. Call or text her at night to wish her sweet dreams.
42. Comfort her when she cries and wipe away her tears.
43. Take her for long walks at night.
44. Always remind her how much you love her
.45. Sit on top of her and tell her how much you love her and then bend down to her face and kiss her while you’re sitting on her.

You’ll never know when she needs just a little more love .. ♥!

sorry late. 

♥011011♥

happy birthday my dear khairil qamil. may Allah bless you. im hoping a better life with you sayang. harap awak success dalam hidup awak, harap awak boleh bagi ibu ayah senyum, harap awak boleh tunjuk yang the best untuk adik adik awak.. orang tak pernah lupa untuk doakan awak untuk semua tu... terima kasih jugak untuk ibu sebab lahirkan awak untuk orang :)

sorry sebab takde apa yang mampu orang buat, just malam tuh untuk happykan awak. orang nak share happy kita sekali dengan kawan kawan awak.. im sorry.. thats all i cn get for you, the memories, i mean, our memories..

first time kita snap picture. hihi. muka malu malu lagi kan? 

happy birthday sayang, awak dah 20. 

dah tua dah. take care taw kalau saya takde nak jaga awak. apa apa pun jadi, orang dengan dye taw.

iloveyoutillmylastbreath :)

call mama. rindu dah kurang. but still, rindu rumah sangat sangat. entah kenapa. tak tahu kenapa. mimpi rumah je. bila tutup mata je, tbyang macam kat rumah. sebab lama tak balik kowt.. ergh..

baru aku perasan. lama tak update blog nie. dah nak bersawang dah. erm.. malas pun ada, and more thing, aku lagi comfort nak simpan semua dalam hati je sekarang. simpan dalam kotak, susun kemas kemas, kunci ketat ketat. takdelah serabut sangatt, takdelah aku pening nak handle nanti kalau kotak tuh ada orang bukak :)

p/s~ hoping for a better tomorrow ;)

sayang, nak tahu satu rahsia tak? hari hari orang baca message dia yang dulu dulu masa kenal. sweet. hihi. i miss you sayang. nak macam dulu boleh? hehe. just kidding. yang sekarang pun dah cukup. thnks sayang :)