waa, kene tinggal.. sedih :'(

wahh, dah nak puasa. dah nak ramadhan pun kan? sekejap je. yaa, sekejap dan macam macam dah jadi kan? :)

dah ready ke? konon kata ready, kejap lagi tgh puasa boleh masak maggi, mencarut tak tentu pasal, tengok benda bukan bukan. haha. kan kan kan? 

ya ya, ths is the real meaning of puasa. tapi aku sendri pun tak dapat buat lagi. hidup dah kat 20tahun. haha. teruk teruk =.='

btw, ni untuk semua.

Selamat menjalani ibadah puasaaa, puasa jangan tak puasa. yang mana tak boleh puasa, makan sorok sorok taw. kesian yang puasa tu...  heeee :)

tidur saya malam ni berteman kan minyak cap kapak dan baju saya yang berbau awak :)

jangan baca kalau bosan.

rasa macam sedih sangat. tak dapat balik untuk puasa. tadi time lunch, semua cerita pasal nak balik, nak puasa kat rumah. and someone pun ada cakap, 'ala leya, ko balik je laa. cuti empat hari kan..' yaa, senang je mulut nak cakap. rumah aku memang dekat sangat kan? ticket aku memang murah gila kan? memang tak penat ulang alik kan? memang mak bapak aku cop duit kan? *sigh

aku nak balik kalau boleh. aku pun nak jugak mcm korang, apa apa hal, boleh balik. but i got no one kat jb ni.... aku ada korang je *crying


tetibe rasa mcm lonely. sangat sangat. kerja banyak. tapi tak terbuat. otak fikir macam macam. kalau lah aku boleh remove feeling  emo aku ni, kan senang. semua kerja boleh jalan, dah takde apa yang nak risau.

sekarang aku dah tak kisah nak duduk sorang sorang, takde sape nak sayang aku, takde sape nak kawan dengan aku pun. aku tak jauhkan diri dari sesiapa, tapi aku rasa kalau korang nak kawan dengan aku yang annoying neyh, kawanlah. kalau rasa nak sayang aku yang sangat sangat menyusahkan nie, sayang lah. thats all. and for those yang dah lama tahan dengan perangai aku ni, thnkss babe.

i wish i got someone here just to lend shoulder and let me cry as much as i want to.

i wish you were here.

I can be tough
I can be strong
But with you, it's not like that at all

There's a girl
who gives a shit
behind this wall
You've just walked through it

And I remember, all those crazy things you said
You left them riding through my head
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here.
All those crazy things we did
Didn't think about it, just went with it
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here

Damn.
What I'd do to have you
here
I wish you were here.
Damn
What I'd do to have you
near
I wish you were here.

I love the way you are
It's who I am, don't have to try hard
We always say, say like it is
And the truth is that I really miss

All those crazy things you said
You left them riding through my head
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here.

All those crazy things we did
Didn't think about it, just went with it
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here

No, I don't wanna let go
I just wanna let you to know
That I never wanna let go.

..being able to wait is a sign of true love and patience. Anyone can say I LOVE YOU but not everyone can wait and prove its true..

..Don’t lie to your loved ones, the truth hurts for a little while, but lies hurt forever..

..A relationship with no trust is like a car with no gas, you can stay in it, but it won’t go anywhere..

..You can only love a person when you are willing to cry over them..

you such a bigg liar!

sampai mati aku ingat, brapa banyak kau tipu aku. terima kasih. kau memang the best actor yang aku pernah jumpa. sama macam perempuan perempuan yang kau bela. but dont worry. what goes around comes around.

thnk god aku dapat tengok semua dengan mata aku sendiri sekarang. and one more thing, aku pun dah jumpa someone yang jauh and sangat better dari kau. even dia tak selembut kau *konon kau mnje la, but at least he knows how to appreciate me. thank god i got him into my life now. and ive wasting my 4years just for a stupid guy like you.

ahh, malas nak cakap banyak. aku sikit pun dh tak kisah pasal kau, tapi makin hari makin banyak tuhan tunjuk betapa banyaknya kau tipu aku kan? sudah sudah lah wei, tak kemana dengan perangai kau tuh. tuhan akan balas semua. tunggu lah...

perfect two ♥

Verse1

You can be the peanut butter to my jelly

You can be the butterflies I feel in my belly

You can be the captain

And I can be your first mate

You can be the chills that I feel on our first date

You can be the hero

And I can be your sidekick

You can be the tear That I cry if we ever split

You can be the rain from the cloud when it's stormin'

Or u can be the sun when it shines in the mornin'

Chorus

Don't know if I could ever be Without you

'Cause boy you complete me

And in time I know that we'll both see That we're all we need

Cause you're the apple to my pie

You're the straw to my berry

You're the smoke to my high

And you're the one I wanna marry

Cause you're the one for me (for me)

And I'm the one for you (for you)

You take the both of us (of us)

And we're the perfect two

We're the perfect two

We're the perfect two

Baby me and you

We're the perfect two

Verse 2

You can be the prince and I can be your princess

You can be the sweet tooth I can be the dentist

You can be the shoes and I can be the laces

You can be the heart that I spill on the pages

You can be the vodka and I can be the chaser

You can be the pencil and I can be the paper

You can be as cold as the winter weather

But I don't care as long as were together

Chorus

Don't know if I could ever be

Without you 'cause boy you complete me

And in time I know that we'll both see

That we're all we need

Cause you're the apple to my pie

You're the straw to my berry

You're the smoke to my high

And you're the one I wanna marry

Cause your the one for me (for me)

And I'm the one for you (for you)

You take the both of us (of us)

And we're the perfect two

We're the perfect two

We're the perfect two

Baby me and you

We're the perfect two

Verse 3

You know that I'll never doubt ya

And you know that I think about ya

And you know I can't live without ya

I love the way that you smile

And maybe in just a while

I can see me walk down the aisle

Cause you're the apple to my pie

You're the straw to my berry

You're the smoke to my high

And you're the one I wanna marry

Cause your the one for me (for me)

And I'm the one for you (for u)

U take the both of us (of us)

And were the perfect two

Were the perfect two

Were the perfect two

Baby me and you

We're the perfect two(yeah, yeah)

i ♥ you khairil qamil :)

:)

i need to be heartless.

i need to be strong.

i need to be tough.

but i just cant..

malu nak cakap, tapi tetibe hari ni, masuk jugak aku kat dapur. teringin.. haha.. baru tahu aku penat mama macam mana..

 haaaa, baru ko tahu penat tak penat buat keje kat dapur, masak, kemas dapur.. haha :)

eh, 21 july eh hari nie?
err... tarikh berdarah wei..
haha.. dah setaun dah kan :)

well, puase tahun ni will better than last year. last year punye puase teruk kan? haha.. rasa mcam bodoh gila bila fikir balik..kan?

pernah tak rasa macam diri kita ni annoying sangat? pernah...?

aku nak berubah.

tapi, mampu tak?

aku ada mimpi,

something worst.

sangat sangat..

aku rasa no need to mention here apa mimpi tu kan.

let it be between god and me.

aku akan blajar.

blajar dari salah salah aku.

tapi aku pelik,

kenapa ada certain manusia,

mulut cakap yang dorang akan try berubah,

but in the same time, 

effort langsung tak nampak,

macam angin yang lalu je.

dorang lupa ke jnji pada diri dorang sndri?

kenapa ye?.........

having a nice week with family.. yaa, aman sgt.. best even sometimes ada boring tu. kan?

haha...

sembang dengan ipah, tolong abah kat kebun, teman kak yana tgk movie, mengusik mama, gaduh dengan azwan eman, ktqah? haih..

rindu ktqahh.. dye tak de kat rumah. serious rindu nak gaduh dengan dye.. btw duduk rumah neyh. semua sakit lah nak datang, tapi takpe, mama ada. hehe :)


ey ey, rindu khairil qamil lahh.. ada niat nak cite kat mama pasal dye, tapi malu.. abah penah jugak ngusik ngusik, tapi dye tahu ke tak sebenanyer huh? hehe.. ntah lahh..  *blushing

waaa, mase, boleh berenti tak? :)

sakit kepala ..

tapi gagah jugak .

takpela ..

nak buat macam mana....

final final. im wishing for myself best of luck. HAHA. ntah pape kan? ;)

wah wah, short sem dah habis.. sekejap je. masa jalan sapa nak sedar. pejam celik, gaduh ketawa, dah habis. hehe.. tadi teman alip breakfast sbab dia dah nak gerak seremban naik moto, take care then kawan. jumpa lagi sem depan kalau panjang umur :)

kau yang ubah.

kau yang tak usaha.

kau yang tak mintak maaf.

kau yang ego.

kau yang tak hargai.

...............

nak suruh aku buat apa lagi? penat fikir. faham tak?

tak sabar nak balik tepeng..

nak menyembang dengan mama..

bgaduh main main dengan abah..

tolong abah kat kebun..

tolong mama tick paper student..

gaduh dengan eman ngan azwan..

bawak mama beli brg..

bwk eman azwan pegi mcd..

amik ipah kat uitm..

nyembang dengan ipah..

lepak dengan kengkawan..

haih.....

just tinggal 1 sem je lagi..

then practical..

sekejap je kan? =.=

mama mama, nanti alia dah keje, alia bagi mama duit banyak banyak taw. mama jgn risauu.. just pray for me..

kenapa duit penting sangat kat dunia neyh? haih T.T

awak buang saya tarikh sama awak cakap awak sayang saya kan? 5hb sayang .... :')

tadi petang, salmah peluk aku. aku menangis. kenapa? aku pun tak tahu. psal kay ke? pasal prob aku yang lain ke?.........

aku jalan jalan area campus, tasek belakang...

teringat time dengan awak lah khairil qamil. hehe.. best kan time tu. kite bgurrau gurau :)

tapi tu dulu...

taknak layan lagu slow, tak nak duduk sorang sorang, tak nak pakai pakai jam awak bagi, tak nak tengok gamba kite, sebab apa..

kesian kat hati.. asyik sakit jee.. kalau lah ada ubat untuk sakit neyh, kan best?

final dah dekat..
cube tak nak fikir sgt..
tapi berat..

prob tak penah stop kan datang?
lepas satu satu..

haih T.T

esok kaktiqa dengan kak yana nak datang..

nak menyembang dengan dorang..

kurang sikit fikir..

hati ni nak hanta pegi hospital boleh? dah menanah lah.

ada tak hospital yang terima hati yg dah busuk sebab menanah neyh? anyone? ....

aku mengantukk..


aku nak tidur..

sampai bila bila..

boleh?

......


terima kasih awak, doakan saya..

ingat tak pesan saya, macam mana marah pun saya kat awak,

sayang saya kat awak tak pernah kurang..

ingat tu..

terima kasih sekali lagi,

atas ayat ayat awak..

tu semua kuatkan saya..

terima kasihh....

mama mama, kalau satu hari nanti alia tidur dah tak bangun macam mana eh? mesti alia dah tak susahkan mama.. bukan mama abah je, tapi semua orang kan.. alia mintak maaf sangat susah kan mama.. kalau alia tahu benda tadi tu susah kan mama, mesti alia tak call mama mintak tolong. mesti alia susah sorang sorang je. alia mintak maaf mama....

haih..

yayang yayang, kalau orang tahu dye terime org tak ikhlas dalam hidup dye, mesti org tak approve dye masa dye add facebook orang arituh.. mesti orang tak tegur dye sampai hari ni, sbb org tak nak awak sakit sbb org.. mesti awak pun dah bahagia dengan orang lain, tak macam dengan org kan? buat awk penat je....



kepala sakitlah. nak amik pisau. cucuk cucuk. mesti lepas tu dah tak fikir apa apa kan..
sakit hati lah. nak amik pisau cucuk cucuk jugak tempat yang sakit tuh, mesti dah tak sakit hati kan?

banyaknya masalahh... dah lama tak rasa beban betul betul beban macam nie.


aku dah tak kisah orang nak cakap apa.
aku dah tak pedulikan orang nak fikir apa.
aku tahu aku buat apa..
aku dah besarr..
kau cakap pasal aku, jgn fikir kau betul.
itu je aku nak cakap, kawan..
aku pun tengah mencuba untuk berhenti cakap pasal orang.
sebab aku tahu aku pun tak betul.


ya Allah.. kuatkan aku tuhan, aku tahu kau dengan aku T.T

july dah kan? mcm mcm dah jadi. and now its already july. sekejap je masa jalan.

alia, tak puas enjoy lagi ke? bila nak berubah neyh? buat perangai elok sikit boleh tak? *sigh